St Louis #2

This piece by Mercy Survivor Kathryn was originally published on her personal blog, Comfortably Numb, and can be viewed here.

I can’t live like this
It’s not working out
Nobody believes things
I tell them about
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What’s the point?
They don’t believe what I say
How can I trust them?
Why should I stay?
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Trust goes both ways
You don’t get it for free
So why should I trust them,
When they don’t trust me?
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At home, at least
I’m believed when I speak
No one disagrees with me
Or turns the other cheek
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I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to try
I want to give up
I just want to die

Written By Kathryn